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I am by your side Apr 13, 2012 12:06 pm
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Baby,

Sometimes things don't appear the way they seem and confusion comes along creating a distraction that makes you want to choose hurriedly the quickest remedy to a seemingly recurring obstacle along this journey we call Life. But be strong and remain hopeful for I am here with you to guide and protect you in the right direction where Happiness and Love awaits you and I. A paradise promised to us by the all loving "Creator" who gives it to those who seeks to be found...keep the faith baby and as always 143!!
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walking on the edge to get across to be with her Feb 21, 2012 10:57 am
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I've been the type of guy who always took risks and loved the feeling of being in the danger zone where i know my life can be taken away from me any moment with a slip of a hand or foot. Its like i enjoy walking on a thin rope tied across two skyscraper buildings in New York City 100 or 1000 feet above ground and there I am trying to keep my balance walking from one end trying to get myself across the other side knowing that if i lose my balance or look down i could easily fall and lose it all.

Well, I guess I'm just that type of guy who loves to live on the edge. But lately I realized that this trait of mine needs to be controlled more. I mean I can only get away from escaping life's perils before the law of averages eventually catches up with me and gets the best of me like it does with everyone else who chooses this type of lifestyle. You see when it comes to life I believe everything will eventually level itself up the way its meant to be. What I mean is nothing last forever. One day you can be happy the next you can be sad. You can only feel high and confident for a certain time before you'll eventually one day hit rock bottom and be shaken and seem doubtful about your own strengths, intelligence, abilities, capabilities etc...

But when you find the "one" who you feel is meant for you then your level of belief in yourself changes dramatically for there is this added spark in you that gives you a renewed sense of direction and purpose in life that it's not all about you but about you and the "one" you love. You become less selfish and more giving and try to share things as much as you can about yourself, your wants, dreams to this person. I guess what I'm trying to say is for me the most important goal is finding the "one" true woman who i feel is meant for me as my partner in life and would be my ultimate accomplishment and if I am able to have her fall in love with me and stay in love with me for the rest of our lives than i know I was successful in living my life here on earth no matter how rich or poor i become. You see material success such as amassing great wealth or attaining political power means nothing to me if the "one" i love i can not find and have fall in love with me.

Because true love to me inspires and can open your heart and mind to a new understanding about the meaning and purpose of your existence in life.

just my two cents
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why you are the woman of my dreams Feb 18, 2012 1:28 pm
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Baby,

Sometimes I am lost for words when I see you face to face but whenever I am given the opportunity to do so I am always in great awe and amazed how lucky I am to be in the presence of the woman of my dreams, the person I want to very much spend my lifetime with. The qualities in you I so adore is beyond comparison and unlike any woman I have met and each day that arrives I always am excited for the sole reason of getting a chance to see and be with you once more. I want to always be there for you, to love and hold you, to guide and protect you, to fight and honor you, but most especially I just love being around you for you being you. Baby I love you and will always will for as long as God keeps us together for in his hands I leave where my destiny and yours should go.

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why its you I choose to be wit no one else but u Feb 12, 2012 8:39 am
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Baby,

Valentine's Day will be here in two days and i got a surprise for u today. When you arrive at work I have a dozen of red roses, the flowers that most symbolize romance and love...they are beautifully arranged on a vase that holds them all together displaying an imagery of my love and great adoration for you and only u

Despite the many men out there that are trying and still trying to win your affection, I know come Valentine's Day you will have many flowers arriving your way. But in knowing how much you are so admired by so many, when you look at me I can see and feel what your heart is trying to tell me without you uttering a single phrase. Cause sometimes words can be arranged in a way where it appears one way but in fact it's meant in another but the eyes, the face, the smile, and the gesture when one gives to a person she loves and shares a bond of affectionate feelings with can be understood by the heart as genuine and true when she gives it to the man she chooses as her lover.

All i need to make me happy is seeing that one of a kind smile you give that is unlike any i have seen before and is always new and fresh each time i am given the opportunity to see it shine when my eyes are met with your beautiful and adoring eyes.

I can't wait to see your reaction when you find this surprise waiting for you this Sunday the 12th of February two day's before Valentines. 143 baby......

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143 u got me Nov 30, 2011 11:09 pm
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Baby

I know you like to have a good time at parties and love to hang out wit your friends
I don’t mind it at all …you gotta have fun we all do...
Just make sure you are safe always and surround yourself
wit people that care for you and not abandoned you when
times get tough.
You know me I got my own lifestyle im tryin to manage as well. As you know
my life is a continous work in progress. When I go out I do it for several reasons but mainly two purposes which is to have fun and to network.

I think of
you all the time when my eyes see a pretty girl pass me by because
the image of you is what I see when that girl gives me a smile. When a sexy
mama comes my way and offers to buy me a drink its not her goodies I am after
its her sweetness I miss when I think of you and how you know exactly what I like and when
I want it. When Im working out at the gym and I see all these beautiful women before me
I smile cause I know you are still the first person that comes to my mind amongst all them beauties. You see you are with me always even when you are not physically present wit me cause
what matters to me is I have you inside exactly where you belong in my mind, body, soul, and of course my heart.

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For the one that got away Nov 28, 2011 10:13 am
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This song is for you

Can I, can I save you from you
Cause you know there's something
Missing and that champagne you've
Been sipping not suppose to make you
Different all the time.

It's starting to feel like the wrong thing
To do (yeah); cause with all that recognition
It gets hard for you to listen to the things
That I must say to make you mine.
But live girl, have some fun girl. We'll be fine
Trying to convince myself I found one
Making a mistake I never learned from!

I swear, I always fall for your type (yeah)
For your type.
Tell me why, I always fall for your type (ohhohh)
For your type.
I just cant explain this shit at all!
I just cant explain this shit at all!
I just cant explain this shit at all!
I just cant explain this shit at all!
Never believed in people like you!

Cause who am I to judge you on the past, girl
I bet there's a reason for it all
You say that you're nothing like the last girl
I just pray that you don't let me down right now
But it's too late 'cause I'm already yours
You just gotta promise me hearts won't break
And end up like before

Look
Dress hangin' off your shoulder, barely sober
Telling me how you're moving away and starting over
Girl, quit playin' you just drunk, you just saying shit
And you dance, dance like high like ballet and shit
Oh, wait, no I get it girl I'm wit it
I been down this road before and yeah I skid it
But forget it, damn, damn
I wonder why I never learned my lesson
It's feeling like its second chance and it's the first impression
And I heard there's nothing new except for someone new
But how you supposed to find the one when anyone don't come with you
Talking to myself but I never listen
Cause, man, it's been a while and I swear that this ones different
That's why I'ma take you anywhere you wanna go
Let you meet my friends so they can lecture me again
About how reckless I have been
And I'm slowly running out of all the time that I invested
Making all the same mistakes
And I'm just trying to correct it, and I fall

Drake "Fall for your type"
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reminiscing pictures of you Nov 15, 2011 12:13 pm
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Every song here is a story a piece of me merged and synced from the memories of a gone ago time that refuses to dim away but continues living lighting from afar bright as fire burning seen distance away in a desert night cold buried underneath its sand

I've been looking so long at these pictures of
you that I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you that
I almost believe that the pictures are all I can
feel

remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
the sky fell in holding you close how I always
held close in your fear

remembering you
running soft through the night you were bigger
and brighter than the snow and
screamed at the make-believe screamed at the
sky and you finally found all your courage to
let it all go

remembering you fallen into my arms crying
for the death of your heart you were stone
white so delicate lost in the cold you were
always so lost in the dark

remembering you
how you used to be slow drowned you were
angels so much more than everything oh hold
for the last time then slip away quietly open
my eyes but I never see anything

if only I had thought of the right words I could
have held on to your heart if only I'd thought of
the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you

looking so long at these pictures of you but I
never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true but always
just breaking apart my pictures of you

there was nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world that I ever
wanted more than to never feel the breaking
apart all my pictures of you

by: the cure "pictures of you"
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You're Beautiful Jun 18, 2011 1:27 am
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See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
You're beautiful

And I want you to know you're far from the usual
Far from the usual

You had a lot of crooks tryin steal your heart
Never really had luck couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryin put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a young'un you're looks but so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can't have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It's seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you're sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryin steal your heart
Never really had luck couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryin put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn't your fault
Wasn't in your intentions

You the one here talking to me
You don't wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin'
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby so don't be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See you had a lot of crooks tryin steal your heart
Never really had luck couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryin put it together
How to love
How to love

See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
Yeah

And I want you to know you're far from the usual
Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryin steal your heart
Never really had luck couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryin put it together
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryin steal your heart
Never really had luck couldn't never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner tryin put it together
How to love
How to love
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just the way you are Aug 5, 2010 2:09 am
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Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

by: Bruno Mars
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The naked truth Jul 9, 2010 4:09 pm
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When you undress your words before my eyes and expose their true sensualities
There is this magical connection I feel that bonds my inner country with your city
I am somehow taken back to the peaceful surroundings of the creek I am so fond of
There I am free away from life’s sins which imprisons’ the soul and weakens one’s love
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